I wanted to drive far away and never come back.
It’s not that I don’t have anything for me here, because I have a lot. My friends and family, who give me unconditional care and support. My sister, who is struggling with something really serious right now but still finds time to have girl talk with me. My boyfriend, who I love with all my heart and who has stuck by my side through everything. My education, my job, and my home. So many good things, and still all I can feel is sadness, and emptiness, and darkness.
So I realized, it wasn’t the things and the people I was trying to leave behind.. It was me.